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< >...科本的死成就了这个乐队的精神高度</P>< >遗书如下...</P>< ><FONT color=#333333>Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who <BR>这是一个饱经沧桑的傻子发出的声音, <BR>obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complaind. <BR>他其实更愿做个柔弱而孩子气的诉苦人 <BR>This note should be pretty easy to understand. <BR>这张条子应该很容易理解。 <BR>All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years, <BR>所有的警告都来自于这些年来的‘朋克摇滚101’, it's my first introduction to the, <BR>自从我第一次介入 <BR>shall we say ethics involved with independence <BR>那包含着独立性应当称为道德原则的东西之后 <BR>and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true. <BR>你们团结一致的拥戴已证明是非常真实的。 <BR>I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, <BR>我已经好多年都不能从听音乐, <BR>as well as creating music, <BR>创作音乐 <BR>along with really writing something for too many years now. <BR>以及读和写东西中感到激奋了 <BR>I feel guilty beyond words about these things, <BR>对于这些事我感到了一种难以形诸文字的负罪感 <BR>for example when we're backstage <BR>比如说,但我们来到后台, <BR>and the lights go out <BR>灯火熄灭 <BR>and the manic roar of the crowd begins. <BR>人们狂躁的咆哮响起, <BR>It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddie Mercury, <BR>这一切对我的影响就远不如对Freddy Mercury (“QUEEN”乐队主唱,1991年因艾滋病辞世。)影响那么大<BR>who seemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd, <BR>他似乎喜欢而且把玩那些从人群中而来的爱与赞美 which is something I totally admire and envy. <BR>——那正是我赞赏与嫉妒的一切。 <BR>The fact is,I can't fool you, <BR>事实上我无法欺骗你们, <BR>any of you. <BR>无法欺骗你们中的任何一人。 <BR>It simply isn't fair to you,or to me. <BR>那对你对我都不公平。 <BR>The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, <BR>我能想起的最大罪恶便是欺骗人们 <BR>pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun. <BR>装模作样,做出一副我100%地快乐的样子 <BR>Sometimes I feeln as though <BR>有时候我似乎 <BR>I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. <BR>应当在出场之前有台打卡机。 <BR>I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, <BR>我尽了我全部的力量去喜欢这一切, <BR>and I do,God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. <BR>我的确也喜欢。但这还不够。 <BR>I appreciate the fact that <BR>我喜欢这一事实, <BR>I, and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people. <BR>即我和我们乐队感染和款待了不少人。 <BR>I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive, <BR>我太敏感了。 <BR>I need to be slightly numb <BR>我必须清度麻醉 <BR>in order to regain the enthusiasm.But, what's sad is our child. <BR>才能重获我在孩提时代曾有过的热情。 <BR>On our last three tours, <BR>在我们最后的三次巡演中 <BR>I've had a much better appreciation of all the people <BR>我对所结识的所有的人 <BR>I've known personally, and as fans of our music. 和我们音乐的歌迷都有了更多的欣赏, <BR>But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody. <BR>但我还是无法克服我对每个人都抱有挫折感、负罪感和同情。 <BR>There is good in all of us, <BR>在我们所有人中都有善意, <BR>and I simply love people too much. <BR>我就是太爱人们了! <BR>So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. <BR>爱的太多以至于让我感到真的太他妈忧郁, <BR>The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! <BR>一个略为忧郁的、敏感的、不领情的、双鱼座的耶稣式的人物! <BR>why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know! <BR>I have a of a wide who sweats ambition and empadny, <BR>我有一个女神般的妻子,她为理想和打动人而拼命努力 <BR>and a daughter <BR>我还有个女儿 <BR>who reminds me to much of what I use to be <BR>她让我回忆起我的很多过去 <BR>full of love and joy, <BR>的爱与欢笑 <BR>every person she meets because everyone is good 她对那些她遇到的人致以全部的爱和快乐的吻,因为每个人都那么好, <BR>and will do her no harm. 而且不会对她有任何伤害。 And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. <BR>这也让我惊恐万分,以至于我只会瞠目结舌。 <BR>I cant stand the thought of <BR>我没法容忍那种想法, <BR>Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, 就是弗兰西丝将变成象我这样自我毁灭、 <BR>deathrocker she become. 走向绝路的摇滚歌手。 I have it good, very good,and I'm grateful, <BR>我快乐的拥有一切,非常快乐。我充满感激。 <BR>but since the age of seven, <BR>可自打我7岁以来 <BR>I've become hateful towards all humans in general. <BR>我总的来说就对人类充满了仇视 <BR>Only because it seems so easy for people to get along <BR>仅仅因为人们似乎太过容易地友好相处, <BR>and have empathy. <BR>而且还会同情, <BR>Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. <BR>同情!仅仅因为我觉得自己对人们有太多的爱与同情。 Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for <BR>从我那燃烧而令人欲呕的胃之深处感激你们所有的人, your letters and concern during the last years. 感激你们在过去岁月里所有的来信和关心 <BR>I'm too much of a neurotic moody person <BR>我是个太过反常和抑郁的小子! <BR>and I don't have the passion anymore, <BR>我已经没有任何激情了, <BR>so remember, <BR>所以要记住 <BR>it's better to burn out, than fade away. <BR>“与其苟延残喘,不如从容燃烧!” <BR> eace, love, empathy, <BR>和平,爱,同情。 <BR>Kurt Cobain <BR><BR>Frances and Courtney, <BR>Frances 和 Courtney, <BR>I'll be at your altar. <BR>我会伴你们到老 <BR> lease keep going Courtney Courtney <BR>请继续前行, <BR>for Frances for her life <BR>为了 Frances 为了她的生活 <BR>which will be so much happier without me. <BR>没有我她的生活会快乐许多。 <BR><BR>I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!<BR> 我爱你们!爱你们!! </FONT><BR></P> |
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